Life is Funny > After a Year

Well, when we started off being bz with all the work and commitments time flies like no one's business. Suddenly you left your blog for a rest and 1 year has gone. 1 year of total blindness of what have happen and would need you to look at the photos to remind yourself what actually happened last Christmas.  

Life is funny in such a way that things happens to you when you are not prepared for it, things or shits always comes when you are super down with stuffs. For example, when your budget this month are tight. This is the time your car broke down and need a 1k dollar repair or suddenly you need a pair of running shoes cause you need to lose weight and jogging is the only option , your ipad screen broke, your mum's birthday. and all the stuff that could lead to ultimate poverty to you. Until my friend have to use the term " EAT GRASS" because he bought the Metallica's concert tickets and have no money to survive, (but he'll survive) no worries.

This is the time your GF is courted by her boss, how fuckup can things go? Well they say if you done lots of good thing in life and you will be re payed by good things but, as the book "Why bad things happens to good people" stated that , you are given such situations because you are chosen to lead or overcome something more fuckup in future and this is just a small lesson to get you through. I'm like , WTF?? I'm good then i have to go and get this bad egg? come on man, so what the bad guys get? good things? After reading that book make me realize that whatever the fuck you do in this life or whatever have no counter backs. I mean if you do good, you'll get good. Shit will happens, and that's the funny story about it.

My 1 year have passed, things happens and i learn from all of it. My lesson is accept and learn from all the shits that happen and try not to repeat them. Cause if you repeat them then you might not get it and overcome it or you are just fuckin stupid. If you don't do anything today to improve whatever you are doing, make desicions. then my friend you'll be the same old you 5 years from now. Being the same , staying the same. Some actually like being the same all the time, and wish they die being the same like some scooby do cartoons.

 The Same, it's Lame.

So friend, Make a Change to the man in the mirror..

Cybernetic Gorilla Vs Old Age

Heard of the death of my friend’s grandfather, RIP age 100+.

I always visit my wife’s grandmother aged 100+, when I looked at her, paying attention to her movements and the way she looked at people. It seems that she have gone back into childhood. Way back from childhood, like a baby. When the time that we can’t survive on our own. That we need to depend on people for our existence.  She can’t walk on her own, she can’t see properly, her memory system is full thus she can’t remember or recall anything. Just like an old PC, hard disk are taking a long time to read and store and memory is always full.

I reflect it to myself, how a strong and healthy man like me can 1 day be old and will need to depend on people to survive. Now I can live all by myself, I can survive and with no one’s help I can live through only to find myself alone and wanting a partner. But still I can survive. But a baby can’t survive on it’s own, the baby need someone to take care to survive, if not he’ll die.

What if you are old, and found out that you can’t walk on your own?

Can’t  see what is in front of you, permanently?

Can’t remember what you did 2 minutes ago?

Can’t hug your loved ones?

Can’t go to the toilet by yourself?

Can’t eat by yourself?

Just waiting for life’s end while others continue on in the world that once you have journey too.

Are you afraid?

Are you afraid to get old?

Everyone will get old, so there’s no way to avoid getting old unless you did the rockstar thing. Kill yourself before you get old. SO what do you think we should do?

Appreciate Life and Enjoy it because you will get old.

Is 60 consider old? Or 80? Or 90? 100?

You retired at 55, so you got about a few years left before you can go skating youself. SO use your time wisely. Don’t  sleep so much, come out and enjoy the world, stop sitting in front of a book face website and forget about life. Get angry, get happy, get sad, get weird, get wicked , feel everything…

Before you can’t feel anything….

Acceptance is crucial in life

Whatever fuck you come across with, there’s nothing that you’ll have no solution, they say. But still in their very own lifes they still come to a crossroad, thinking of which path to take. You can either stay in that crossroad and wait as long as you can, nobody is going to fuckin tell you what to do,(sorry with the harsh words today, I’m in a boiling mood.) You can wait in that crossroad and die there and still no one is going to give a fuck.Or you can take right turn and go the path, or you can take advise from people you fuckin don’t know and make that left. The best thing in that is you will still end up in another crossroad. Then another then another…just like the Gods is playing fuckin tricks on you, like you are playing tricks on your hamster. Seeking for fuckin approval.

Yep… everybody came across that and yep.. life’s a series of events that will result on how you make decisions in every of those motherfuckers. Life is hard, it’s difficult it’s a hard blow on your nuts but HEY!....It’s life..that’s what everybody says. For me, I came across another formula X to get me through this rough times, it will happen all the time. Fuck time will happen and you are got to believe me. SO why listen or take fuckin advise from fuckin people that don’t know about your llife and still have fuckin problems with their own fuckin life?

Formula X = Accept. Accept every fuckin thing that is happening. That’s the first step for you to keep yourself …to be yourself. If you go highwire..you’re not yourself anymore. You don’t think right, you don’t care about yourself…you will only care about your emotions. Emotions will lead you to disaster.Accept every facts that happen, take a cold decision. That’s the fast and crucial way if you want to get on with your life. What have happen is gone, no point crying over spilled milk. It’s fuckin stupid. Accept and take decision and move forward.

Accept and take decision.

Stay Strong.

Things happen to you to make you realize your true potential, strength, will power, and heart. Have faith and stay strong!

I dedicate this to all of my friends that are having hard times with life right now….metal on..\m/..

The Balance > Of Life > In this Time

Balance......

simple 7 alphabet word that means everysides are of equal value.

It's easy to understand yet so hard to do.

I'm a musician trap in a corporate rat race life. Why i was in the company in the first place?

MONEY

Another trap from the world. Money keeps you IN the rat race.

Money let you think of security.

Everyone seeks security, the world trap people by letting them seek security.

Weak point.

Because balance is hard to obtain and being kept, people lessen the sides of balance.

Basic life balance pattern.

Work Vs Life

8 hours vs 16 hours(9 hours assumed that sleeping cost you 7 hours)

High life balance pattern.

Morning work vs Second job vs family life vs social life vs own life

8 hours vs 3 hours vs 3 hours vs 2 hours vs 1 hour vs 7hours(sleep)

The more you break it, the complex it's going to be.

Notice that after the breaking, all effort are mainly focus on making money.

Later social life can be cut and put to second job, and later own life's 1 hour. Then we will use the 7 hours of sleep.

Who is selfish one in this picture?

WOrk

Work time never gets cut.

Why?

Why everyone is afraid of cutting work's time.

That is like the main object's that slowing you down, making you can't do any other things.

Because of Security?

Cutting Work time is A big Challenge.

I like BIG challenges.

Do you?

I'm in a real world.

I hate gray answers.

I hate Gray areas.

I hate Phonies

With no particular reason i wanted to start back on my own blog posting, really, no particular reasons. I just wanted to blog. As i now spend more time blogging my companies' blog, now i wanted to have another side of where i can post just about anything, that's what the blog's intended to be right? okok.

Why catcher in the Rye cover as my image on this returning post? Just come to think about it that the whole corporate thing is a phony. "Phony" that's what Holden said, being not mature. They said of him. Everything he don't understand or dislike, he phony they. Not mature thinking? maybe. But i guess he is ok. Adults are mostly phonies to me, since i'm in a whole full of adults now. I started of respected them, you know how they brain wash you when you're little. I always thought of them to be very capable in their own fields. But it's a fantasy.

Yes i agree. Phonies. God Damn Phonies. Maybe not all of them but a 80% full of crap phonies that pretend to know something but actually knowing crap about it.

OMG, i can't help to think about god damn phoners. They infest all the positions in the corporate ladder and make the real ones work their ass off.

If i have a chance, just 1 bloody chance. I will burn all of them.

BURN.

Recording 2

About the recording processes, i normally program the drums 1st, then i flag the verse, chorus, pre-chorus..etc so i have a very clear motive on what where and when i need to record. i will then record the bass, make sure the bass string is new or only 1 year old, we don't normally change bass strings often. Very costly, about RM100 per pack( mana boleh tahan change every month) :(

Ok , then i will listen to it back and make sure the bass fit the drums fullfilling it's job. Then i will record the guitars, rythm then fills then solo. For solo, i will record more then 10 times, and take the best take or edit the best parts together. hahaha, then the vocals.

When it comes to mixing, rule number 1, apply a compressor to every track.

Then EQ, then balance all. Mixing depends on each situation.

Then i will rest for a few days, and then come back for a listen on the final mix. Sometimes you will listen to it differently. So i will come back a few times until i'm satisfied.