Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Madman's Bubble ..act 1


What is life?
We have been searching for the answer of this question all the time…sometimes we got it..sometimes we think we got it, actually did we get it? As you Google around ..you may find that life is nothing but a word to describe a duration lived by a living thing.
So… we come to another question…. What is life for? Or What is the purpose of life?
Some Indian monk might tell you that the Purpose of life is a life of purpose…or something like like there’s no meaning to life…life is beyond meaning..life is what you live of it….Yes yes yes…. Clever stories we human will tell ourselves… motivate ourselves ….reason ourselves…..That’s what we human do….when we can’t accept the truth or find the truth we make something up to solve it. If we can blame the tools why blame ourselves for the fault and problems we have…Tools have no pride..humans do
We all came to the bottom end… I mean most of us… “life’s sucks” ,”I hate life” “I should have die when I was born”. Simple quotes used a million times a day from people all over the world…yet.. Some will end their life due to major depression.
We worked so hard, people earn and save so hard….yet die before they can enjoy the life they wished too….or wish they not? Procrastinating? They blame the sky taken them away as not fair…but is it they have taken things for granted? Like humans every questions have an answer….to motivate…to reason…. Is money that important? Or is it only a trend? Who create the trend? Humans? We lived by our own rules yet said the creator of another higher being that have set us all up?
Can we know what is happening tomorrow? Can we know next 2 years? Do we know the next minute?  We do not know, we can only predict….prediction is not reality… A great predictor is just as good as the past prediction assumed as a coincidence. What do you need to do? What is the truth?
What is REALITY? Death is not popular….cause we don’t care about it, we are afraid of it….. humans are afraid of what they don’t know…..Afraid of the dark…afraid of the unknown…That is why we spend our whole life searching for the unknown….conquering all we can have and see so we can have 1 thing in control… We want to control FREEDOM….

Is life ..Freedom?

Or we seek freedom in life?

If you have Freedom…Are you afraid?

What is right and what is wrong? Is black, black. Is white, white? Is Freedom, Freedom?
What is going on in a madman’s head? What is he thinking of? How is he thinking? What is his reality? Are we the same? Only that we have a common reality that linked us up? Are we mad on the madman’s eye? The madman’s brain? Can we think like him? Will we think like him?

Are you afraid?

Are you afraid of your life?

Are you afraid of your future?

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Empty Your Tea Cup – Ego Eliminating


I have in my whole life searching and learning for more guitar skills and the whole music world, I downloaded, buys and asked many for this information. In the beginning I would say that I learn like a dry sponge soaking water from a water full tub.
And guess what? The graph of my learning got down peak, it got down peak so great it almost hit rock bottom!!!

Why?

I can say, during my school years it was easy and time was a little kind at that time, half days of school and no other commitments I have half the day through to learn practice the guitar. That was the golden age, my skill and knowledge multiply like an active spread of bacteria in a dead cow’s body….(what a metaphor…muahahahah). NOW, I can’t even learn anything new….okok, understood.. adulthood, fatherhood , husbandhood…etc etc etc 

STOP!!!! Get caught up?? Is That what I’m saying?

No, that is just a reason. An easy answer to cheat myself on believing the truth.  What is the truth? I have been looking for this a long time and I finally hit the spot. YES!!! Eureka!!! I knew this all along but why can’t I accept it? It’s only a matter of time when you put your commitment to search for something and it finally pops out!!

Listen before from Bruce Lee? You need to empty your cup of tea before learning anything new. If your cup is still full, the more tea flow into the cup the more the tea will overflow and be wasted. All the while I was learning from Guitar magazines and books downloaded are all wasted. My cup of tea wasn’t empty, I bring with me the ego when learning. I always learn like, I’ll skip this cause I knew it already or this is not important. That’s wrong, Repetition is the mother of skill.

This video will explain more

Actually the more you repeat in learning something and be very humble, learning 1 or 2 things from a book is more than enough. Now I will dust out all the old lessons that I miss all this time and put in into good use….